I took this photo Thursday. Mind you, Sunday & Monday we had just had 2 plus feet of snow. And here I am walking thru campus with no jacket...& no snow. It's been a beautiful couple of days, that's for sure! Aren't shadows a funny thing? I look at this photo & wonder who that confident girl is. I love the girly shape! Two things I'd never say to describe myself, but maybe I should. It's time stop judging myself so harshly & appreciate who I am. Time to start enjoying life again. I've been wallowing in self pity for too long & today officially marks the end of it. I've been letting an unfulfilling job dictate my happiness...that is just not right. I wrote a really long post Friday night that was filled with all the negative crap in my head. I let that post sit out there for a few hours & then deleted it. I didn't want my dad think that I had gone of the deep end. But later in the day, there it was in my Google Reader, not deleted. I suspect the few people that subscribe to my posts via email actually got them in their email box. To those people I can tell you that writing that post has had a major impact on me. The stuff is out of my head. What is left behind is happier. Excited. Not negative. Someone who is looking forward & not behind. About time, isn't it?