Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Roller Coasters

I knew that selling my store would be hard. Some days are harder than others. Today was pretty good. Yesterday? Well, it was ridiculously difficult.

Yesterday, the new owner (she's not even the owner yet, so I don't know why I keep calling her that) wanted to meet so she could register for CHA (the Craft & Hobby Association show). She had some other questions, too, which were no big deal. And then she told me that she was going to cancel the blog. The blog I've labored over & come to love over the past 4 years. The blog that's filled with personal & business things. The blog that has pretty regular traffic. She wants it gone. She wants a makeover. Oh, and she's already begun making new decor for the store. So while she sat there & signed up for classes at CHA I excused myself to go get Starbucks. I didn't need Starbucks. I didn't want Starbucks. What I wanted was the hell out of there. So I left & called Audra. Took every last ounce of strength in my body to not cry while I talked to her. I know I should be excited. I know this shouldn't bother me. But it does. Well, at least yesterday it did.

Today? My mom cleaned out the classroom & I wrote everyone's last paychecks. And I was fine. Totally fine. I guess this is just a roller coaster ride. Highs & lows. Completely unpredictable.

This is good. This is what I want. This is what I need. Life as I know it will be changing, but it will be fucking fantastic! It will...

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